My fantasy, My heaven

1:37am Tues Dec 12, 2006 - eyes tired.. going to bath soon

Yo man, another long long time din blog, why ler? not becoz of busy, is becoz of lazy, whaha! i blogged since long time ago ler!!! now is the.. 3rd anivesarry? anything..

These days alot of things happened, sour? sweet? haih, pity, something ended, i admit i did do wrong, but slowly i found out that i'm not the one who carries all the blames, can u imagine ur gal stick with a guy for a minimum 5 hours per day and she telling u theres ntg between them? Gals brain really need adjust. No matter how, this will cause some effect to the relationship, and whats more? the main factor is that the previous stuffs is brought back to argue, if it is so, why not stop it earlier before everything is too late for me? za dou man.. and then another thing, i'm the one said ntg to said, meet also no use, just get back my stuffs, and she said maybe talk; and now after a date set, she asking me actually ntg more to talk, rite? haih.. fedup and fedup.. the only bad feeling for me is, the things going like i'm the one who hurt her. U r not the one in the show, u will not know who is the one running out of shape, she shakes her relation and blame me for not doing well. Worst, not admitting it. (i'm a guy, and i know when will a guy will teman u for ntg till 8pm at nite in a library for u to finish up ur assignment).

Ok finish off, err.. wow, using IE 7 now, not bad man, but sometimes abit slow, same with Firefox, need loading time, like.. 3seconds, but alot canggih, haha~ another thing is, my Media Player 11!! damm cun now, black background, so yeng, and the play key in the centre, big big, like ipod, haha!

Utopia? bad lah wei, but i think i growing good, no one casting magic to me since i'm an elf, haha~ just abit of stealing of runes, lack of money, err, still i'm the one who gain most in this war, whaha~ suk cun style of attacks mah, lol

Just talked to Kim, haih.. why ah, talking to her sounds more real and happier, though alot of rubbish but really, she did passing me ions and electric shock me, sometimes only. anyhow, she had her bf, why why why~ the earth seems going crazy, ppl who got bf will happy to talk with another guy, why cant the world set a law like, whoever had a partner shall not going after another person, even close fren, mm, i think like this the world will be more peaceful.

For now, mm.. tomolo morning open account, yes! i going to hav my own account, now only i hav it, isnt it too late? but anything lah, i need a personal account that no ppl knows my savings~ hoho~! then, go ABB send items, then go inti with jonghwa withdraw, since i got acc, then .. teman him go make spec, hehe~ if i got money i sure make myown.. haih..  then? if free meet Michelle up, another year we seen each other last.

Wed going redbox! yay~ this time dated Kim, finally~ but i scared i cant perform well.. whaha joking la wei. i think will be damm alot ppl wed. Then duno do what d, see lor, then for Thurs, Lagoon!!!! so long since i last went there.. now going again, with different group! no more mah lat lou! haha~ jiawei plz join, or else i tell ur mother.! hehe~ no, i tell Mr.Dxxx .. hjehe~

then then.. Fri prepare up, Sat go Pangkor luu~ happy man.. but still not as many ppl as i hope.. asking kim now, hope she will join, any other ppl? my cousin there fren said expensive, haih.. if not sure very fun one lor. Anything lah, oh ya! he now kao my other cousin, za dou, u see, ic an type silently rite now coz he is in my room talking on the phone, whahah!!! deng him lah~ u know ah, that cousin of mine, that gal ah, from small all the adults said she is my wife ler, even we held the chopsticks same position that time (the highest point of the chopsticks, since we stay so far), whaha! anyway, long long time never contact, and we all growing, city children.. so for now, duno still got anything to talk over or not, end up my this fen chueng cousin caught her eyes, and telling me that she's damm pretty.. za dou... i prefer to get her sis, younger sis, like Ah giu, the twins in hongkong, haha! but she abit too MAN to me.. lol~ pretty ler wei

Oh my~ the world is full of lenglui man! Youbing the 1st one, then junwei second, then coming up Euharn, jonghwa, zhenyang, waixin chonglii, err.. alot more, whahah! i'm so happy i'm surrounded by lenglui!! NO more MAH LAT life to me. My cousin promise me d, next time if we went pyramid with mah lat gang again, we'll walk into any gals groups and join together, either movies or dinner lunch, dun care, we dun wan stay gay! Why do we need gals? haih.. i also duno why, maybe because we got little "brother".. yer! wai dou ah... talking bout brother, this stupid kimberly! She ah, like BIG THING one ler, haih, no eye see.. shh.. she wunt read this but plz dun mention bout this in front of her, if not she wunt forgiv me coz its a tiny SECRET between us, so sweet ler.. hwhahah~

sien d.. u see i typed so long, my little cousin havent back to peep that what i am doing, he really fell into the River of the Love, sei lor him.. dun ah.. gals will suck up ur.... dun think wrongly, i mean, gals will suck up ur life, ur time, ur money, and ur... what else? duno~ then they wan u to do this do that canot do this canot do that, if she did wrong u need to say sorry, if u did something good to her u need to say thank you, and if u did something wrong then u need to pretend to kill urself.. so on~ so... plz dun simply fall into any gals, be American Pie 6~~! er.. izzit 6 ah? the naked run! cant imagine harn zhenyang bing me watching together, how ham sap we r.. whahah! but no steam of coz, how to steam, with fren, and also those gals.. not as pretty as i hope. abit wai... yucks..

i wrote many stuff man.. i duno actually should i write that much.. later dak zui alot ppl again.. remember ah, if i dak zui, let me know, 1 on 1, dun talk bad behind me, ic ant hear u and i cant change if like that.. anyhow i wunt change, whaha~!

I MISS my old school time... sobz..

2:01am

12:10am Tues Nov 28, 2006 - Angry abit

Yoo~ Happy bday to father. Finally passed her the plants, Pepper plants that i san fu-ly asked ppl kirim to me from sarawak. No need take care of it anymore! yay~ haha!
So how does we pass that to him? 12am, the plant put outside of his door, and we all wait in younger sis room, she went there, knock knock, and ran back.. So? parents said "who!" "who who!!", they tot got thief and called our h/p, then we answer and father came out.. another one following father, and? She blast out "chi sin one", diu... nia beh.. ppl jus wan to giv a surprise and u scold ppl chi sin. What type of mother is this? Ppl be mother is those, "U all ah! nex time dun do like that, later we tot got robber, then we cant simply open the door." u see.. the answer is way too different, and too bad what we got is this kind of shit reply, walk out lan ci lan yong, scold chi sin, then walk back to room, nia beh, my heart juz cant stop calming down just now, nearly another episode going to burst, her mouth is like the toilet bowl, those u need to pay 20cents and yet no one clean it up that kind. I muz and muz always write down all this contoh, so that my future wife(if i lucky to marry someone), wont repeat this kind of stupidness again..

Went lowyat today, interview for pcfair work, end up they ask us for the streamyx roadshow.. woo~ need to do RM5000 sales each month at least for each person, and from there we will got 30% commision and 500 basic.. but plz.. 5k means at least 55 lines each months per person, who can do that much? And also, i found on net, if u direct to streamyx u will get 120% per line, for him they giv u 30% only, damm lor, so damm little, i know they need rental, shirts, then those free modem stuffz, but still 30% too little and need to meet 5k sales at least is too high.. from there 5 persons=25k permonth, big business eh, haha!

War time, Chose elf, too bad, havent finish built myself, and went into war, how???? sure kena diu after the war, haih.. anyway juz a game, try lah everything, muz geng than that youbing!

tml work, haih.. then wed, i think if can work, coz that harn dun wan us meet him morning, he got date wor, za dou, then thurs work, then.. fri dun hav pcfair work, so good if got.. then... oh ya, quanhan found giant work, 5 person, 3 guy 2 girl, for some games one.. now need 2 gals, who wan be? haha!

sien lah everyday, dun feel like working coz need to meet the world like that, wan find some home base work, dun hav, stay at home everyday anime, sien man.. waiting trip, but not fun compare last time, not same group d, alot of our gang never follow. I miss last time. i wan go back to my form 4 time. haih.. i still standing behind...

12:22am

10:33pm Sat Nov 11, 2006 - alarm set, so early? ask maid lor

Haih.. alots happened.. this family, haih, no eye see

exam going to end, another 4 more papers on Wed and Thurs, yay~ then die.. coz going to receive results soon.. sure die one, why? example.. for yesterday, it's suppose to be paper 2 and 6, end up i studied paper 1 and 4, za dou lo.. luckily not study wrong subject, haha!

after exams.. if possible wan go overnite fren house, sementara ntg to do. Then.. see how.. if still sot sot dei, then will find house rent, and find job do. Damm it..

cant concentrate on writing. no mood. And there maybe one of the house near us having some party, speaker on till so loud, and some stupid voice someone singing, whaha! hire me mah. deng

Wan buy phone lah! but now this situation no money d.. how to buy? dun even know got money go trip or not.

N73- high price, easy hang, ppl saying that even when putting 1GB mcard sending msg also slow

K800- not smart phone, but more than enuff.. just abit big for me, price nice for AP, speaker not loud, crack sound,

k618i- everything so good, not so bulky, too bad dun hav FM, simple thing it doesnt hav, za dou.. or else no need think d.

n70- someone said hang, easy kena virus, picture not so good, over not bad phone, just that the design.. yucks.

w850- dun like walkman phone, main usage for u download song, how am i going to hav the money to download songs using phone? za dou..

w810i- not 3G phone, though i dun need 3G, wunt be using timm, but still.. consider "old" to me.

thats all.. no other brand plz.. only trust in these 2 brands after i'v tried on my 1st phone motorola E398, fedup.

how can i earn alot alot money? haih..

ciao..~

10:42pm

1:43am Mon Oct 02, 2006 - cold abit bit

Yo Yo~~ long time din put my words here

Juz back from.. mm.. nice dinner at pizza hut- subang parade, haha! tried the cheesy fingers, lol~ not bad lah, but family said the one nex to burger king in taipan nicer.. too bad i din try b4.. i tot not enuff but end up very full. Then went subang uptown walk walk. Woo~ so that's call uptown, haha! rules by malays``, and.. not bad lah, got alots of not-easy-to-be-seen stuff sold there

A2 near d, few weeks later.. haih... wasted lots of time, now only start to boost. still can one.. but plus my laziness.. cham....

Pangkor trip at last.. but too bad, this harn ah, never think nicely 1st.. booked 1 teres one apartment.. now wan change teres of coz cant lah! deng.. why? coz auntie alredi got the apartment to be rent to us, and now u said cancel but get another teres which not earning for her.. of coz she dulan lah.. deng one lor.. if 1apartment, 1 teres, how? canot settle one.. not enuff space.. i can assure that.. feel abit like.. not joining d..

Taiwan trip? now in the freezing condition.. till they either confirmed to us 15th or 16th of december will get us the plane tickets, or we'll be buying tickets from airplane company, or even if cant get any, we'll be changing our plan. Maybe China~ i prefer that.. things cheaper.. alot cheaper, thats the fun that u can hav when u go overseas.. Imagine me this type of poor ppl go overseas.. see ppl eat, and we cant simply spend coz currency alot different.. haih.. wunt be fun...

My phone ah! damm cacat now.. using this bing bing phone, cant strore many msg also.. planning to buy some secondhand midle end phone.. Just now carefour saw that N93,... yeng.. really yeng.. 3.2megapixel.. with a 512mb card can record up to 1hour.. RM100+ for one battery, this means that my father that camcoder is an obsolute model, haha~ cham lor.. hope they buy me this, whaha~ then can record alot of stuffs, whahah! joking i know.. dun dream.. not sleeping time yet..

duno whats more to say.. feel like got alot of things to write, but everytime came here ntg..

gud luk everyone~

off!

1:52am

1:39am Sun Sept 03, 2006 - listening to jay chow

Woo~ downloaded the album, not bad~ listening, love the fei yu qing one

that stupid baby offline again, the line problem i think... how ler.. miss alot d..

Changed the background abit. to the game ED6, Hero story 6 lor i mean.. but the background picture if in full screen very nice one, now. abit.. cacat, anyway, the song .. also.. if in mp3 format super nice, but now in midi.. abit.. haha~

Yday fairwell party for abby ler, though i really did ntg much for that nite, but i attended! dun scold me ah.. coz i really too many outing d.. parents gonna burst... abby ah, yi lu sun feng.. work harder, study better.. and to all of them also.. uncle very funny, especially snapping Joey's pic that time, say what lj lj, haha~ then ask us sing and we did failure! hahahaha!! so.. she gone.... and.. we'll have lesser gathering i suppose..

Went serdang ah lek eat again.. whole family with ah gu.. then ah yi.. ate more than 200 bux.. yeng.. fat chicken, big prawns...

so tomolo? i hope ic an wake up earlier.. then.. see what to do.. i wan finish copy my mech, then do a little study, but if got this baby teman lagi good... miss ya~

off loo me..

1:46am

12:34am Fri Sep 01, 2006 - wow! time 1234!

hair wet, just bathed.. just back home lor this means..

so.. its something have to think and do and rethink and duno its wrong of correct but responsible is there should be ready.. woo.

Abby fairwel party done in one buffet steamboat. look alike flamming.. RM16.8 per head charge without water.. za dou.. the fish balls more like flourball.. haha! then later back to my house, sing her song, cut the mooncake.. chitchat till11 something and back

yday? no fireworks wor.. coz never went out see, parents say they in the bridge, can see, so good

thx for their abalone soups.. hehe~

tired.. super tired.. tomolo maybe not going.. tired..

there i go.. sayonara..

12:37am

1:20am Wed Aug 30, 2006 - planning a date.. nope several dates

Alots hav happened.. and greatly.. i'm happy on all that incoming..

AB need go liao ler.. oh ya, 1st Happy bday JH on his 24th Aug bday.. the shirt nice ler, haha~ presents by harn bing zy kk me of coz =), wear out ah! then rite now rite this time.. still planning and thinking where to go.. for the dinner.. for the one who is not in the chat room. Ops, if she read this blog mah die, mah know d, mah no surprise?

Just got this name BABY~ haha! so u are my baby then~ rite babee? hehe~ happy ler.. duno why, from the heart one.. thx alot..

Tomolo? going to... dating, and.. fireworks if have! then nex day.. nite dinner, then.. study loo

till here lah, planning lots of things, no time talk much..

1:34am

3:27am Wed Aug 23, 2006 - trying to type quietly in my sis room..

Cant sleep!! why ah.. deng.. trying to sleep just now, 2am to 3am! then woke up.. wat the.. maybe think alot..

eh, typing this in 3:27am ler, so nice, my bdate! haha~! err... ntg much to say.. tomolo, i mean later have to go school, tiring.. and boring..

Just now having a very fun chatroom with lwl junwei they all, of coz got bing harn lah, then keat.. not bad eh, everyone kutuk kutuk.. Just dun understand a lot of the part.. am i never be zu dong enuff, and i am very suk? ... i dun think i am.. in the other ways.. i think i over done, which mean i should suk more.. maybe the situation they not know.. or else they will think differently.. bing should know, harn too..

So.. where's the place i can see stars.. black enuff, no lights, so that there is plenty of small dots on the sky, and i can just slowly calculate it with some alcoholic drinks lay beside me.. and who? lalaala~ 26th late nite, means 27th morning the Mars will be nearest to our planet i think, if not mistaken it's 12am 27th.. means 26th nite lor rite? correct me if i'm wrong ler, i dun wan see wrong date! thats the sms my dad got one.. really looking forward to shee the big big star

Bout house warming, nice eh~ wearing my father-married-used white clothes, lagi nice! haha~ the light effect not bad, not any downlight on that day, those dimmer light is more than enuff, to show the house more mysterious and higher class. 1st day lots of fren came for that. Thx to geng, the 1st one who came! then follow on lwl, junwei, jonghwa, keat, weimay, tj, harn, zhenyang, guan harn, of coz bing. really thx alot to u all =) yer, i thought my sis will ask some pretty pretty nice girl so that can intro to me, who knows she go ask the 2 guy! grrr~ the face bing go chuan them.. za dou.. thx for their pujian anyways.. oh ya, that stupid lai ee lynn, thx alot too for coming..

The nex day is more casual, i wear til super casual ways, short pants and normal t-shirt one, haha! but fun also, got baby, got cousins. oh ya, they bring their gf bf together, i really za dou, haha! so stable d, can show off~ never bother them much anyways, i just busy taking care of those parents no time to talk with.

Bout singing? haha! fun lor..~ teacher chose me a song, gonna sing.. so high key how to sing oh.. Josh! ur "You raise me up" is very hard ler! thought the lyrics seems simple ;) and i duno this teacher one, why go pick me to perform! deng.. i nervous like hell.. though still got 2 more months, but i really super nervous ler.. maybe this is one of the reasons i cant sleep..

Natalie.. have to slowly adjust yourself.. no ppl can help u other than urself.. think no non-sense, and try to keep urself busy.. anything find me lah.. and still will wait for ur free time, we dated each other d rite? haha!

War is not there utopia.. stupid 34:35 , but luckily never fight them, sure loose one i can say. but plz gimme war, too boring here waitingg every day~

sien.. going to try sleep again, see ya

shee stars? lol~

3:43am

1:29am Sun July 30, 2006 - so late! need to sleep soon

Oh well.. so long so long so long long never log on this bloggie to leave anything.. lol~ lazy ah!! no lah.. mainly coz my this lovely comp is now in my sis's room~ haih... so everytime lazy to log on to do my own stuffs when in "other" ppl's room~

mmm.. ya.. like that lor, nothing much to say.. oh ya! my cute little Bell! he's so cute! even harn love it so much~ Fat~ i love to see the wrestling show he and his mom Jingle performed to me! haha~ now only i know doggie will train their puppy how to .. er.. fight.. haha!! shock nya~

as for study.. nex week last week! yes! then free for about.. 2 weeks.. but also still have to study.. this time real enuff that i need to study.. my mock will affect me alot~ then late sept exam, then A2.. then.. continue my life.. soemtimes feel that growed so much.. sometimes.. will feel that still like small kids.. haih.. maybe ntg is happy enuff for me to grow more.. just that the time wouldn't stop just for u.. maybe one of the day the time will stop! for me? lol~ maybe for all of us...

Pirates of the carribean~ yo man.. though after watching it i still duno what it means.. but those sotong ppl very yeng, haha!! 2 and a half hour of show for just 5 ringgit.. so dai.. =)

mmm.. oh ya! will be having house warming soon lor! hehe~ anyway.. cant ask too many to come.. and i suppose not many will wan to come.. will ask few of nearest fren, hehe~ and some neighbour.. wow.. recently found out that i have alot of cute cute leng lui neighbour ler! cham.... hehe!

mmm.. ntg much to write liao lah..sleep tight everyone~

1:37am

11:42pm Wed June 21, 2006 - Hot.. need to on fan..

In my sis's room now.. err. this comp is her property now.. haha.. i mean the smaller sis.. why ler? coz cctv is in her room mah!!!

Wow.. cctv? apa itu.. means.. mm, oh ya, i'm in my new house rite now, haha! anyway, very san fu to type msg lah.. no table yet.. laying down the floor, bone pain...

Have moved here for about 3weeks time.. hehe.. lots of stuffs to carry on, now all the mirror things settled, fish settles, left.. the front gate, mom said nex few weeks will come start work, yes! the sooner the better! then.. still got lots of boxes havent open yet to clear things up.. i dun have tilam! sleeping on the old matress on the floor nowdays.. lol

mmm, one word, the house is kelam kabut now.. need to spend more time on it..

Nex thing.. mmm... oh ya, b4 that.. was planning to have a house warming.. 19-20th Aug.. means the start of the holiday, =) .. one is for family one is for frens.. 2 days lor.. so if u're free and i forgotten to invite, plz let me know k.. so gan jeong... (sitting rite now, laying to type really damm san fu.. keyboard is on my lap.. better) Aug wor.. hhehe.. cant wait that day to come.. i wan my tilam! my study table! my laptop!!!!!

Nex thing.. err.. my little jingle.. just delivered 2 doggie today.. wow.. nowonder nowdays her stomach damm big.. rupa rupanya.. anyway, she's definitely not having that baby under my caring, i just took her back for around 2 months, and she needs around 4 months to deliver.. anyway, in the morning, hearding it crying, then maid said a baby just came out, lol~ too bad, the second one she never deliver at the right time.. after my school at around 5pm, i went look for her.. and then only she gave birth in front of me.. a ball came out. and.. no motion.. never move at all.. second one is bigger, and color.. i thing is brighter.. too bad.. gone one.. sobz.. so this one left over must take good care.. can "he" survive? hopefully...

ya, thats the thing shocked me for all this while! lol~

Utopia? hey guy.. cant tahan u all... keep on asking me to attack, i'm not that aggresive, more on backup for you all is my personal style.. and since u all looking for someone to do attacks, ya, there go, and u see the results? me left 400 acres, from 1.2k.. good lor.. and still keep on complaining no one do CB. dun blame, i will help if u never rush me for some useless attacks..

school? so far so good.. sometimes quite lazy to wake up in the morning, ponteng some.. especially rainy days.. need to walk form harn's house to school, sot meh...

wei..deng.. nowdays like to kap lui .. ! how! sei lor..

gd luk for bing in her.. personal Meeting!!

Off i go..

11:55pm

10:58pm Tues May 23, 2006 - eye blurr after O2jam!!

Found something in the net.. frenster, and was so true. wanna keep this..~

You might agree with it, but when it actually
happens 99% of girls dont realize it till it is
too late
and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has
moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some
random guy walks into the room and you jump up
and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah,
it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for
ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact
that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the
morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is
that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the
morning.
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Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/
gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
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Yeah, you can quote me.
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Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU!

DON'T "FEEL BAD"

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."
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Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.
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You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you
don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you
own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you
are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when
she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers, not
all dolled up

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Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.
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Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad
Pitt, or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
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Whatever happened to the
word "handsome"/"beautiful"

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey
handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/
sexy" or whatever else you can think of.

on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it
ether ; )
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Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A
GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH
HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-
POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO
WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT


Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at
your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you
make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad
you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to
look you in the
eyes....and say "i love you" ...
....AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Real rite? .. haih..

11:01pm

1:33am Sat May 13, 2006 - eight below.. maybe sleep halfway..

Made decision.. aiks.. sorry for being so sorry.. duno whats wrong.. but then if no talk, means ntg can be solve.. of coz.. still hoping that u will find me to talk bout it.. but all decisions fall to u..

Yo~ 1st time bathed in new house! yeng.. err.. the 1st few minutes water flowing got the gas pipe smell.. yucks.. that smell is from the solar system they newly installed.. they used some gel or thing to make the water proving.. water pressure not bad! 4 bathroom used in the same time, and still so high pressure! lala~ another decision made! mm.. 31st will be shifting.. not bad hor? 26th my exams.. then free till 7th my last.. so 31st should be alrite. and it's a good time coz it's the holiday for my sis.. and the date according to chinese calender.. said can move.

War win! finally war win~ but then.. loose honor.. 1220 dropped to 1178... if only there's another attack for me.. i'm sure i can get another 100 back.. thats the guy there! some.. appoloin? or anael? or the one starts with A one! i'm so san fu go cb and SOM survey! end up in the time i waiting for the 0.05hour for my troops home.. he go get the fat meat! he got.. 149 lands, and i dun realise it.. hitting a lower 149 province let me captured only 74lands.. so.. honor din add much.. just some 930 to 990.. haih.. if that fat meat i got ah~ then i'll be having 1130 honor by that time lor! anyway, 7 hours more my land back, with 188 acres more, yes~! so i'll having 1214 lands.. and the top one got around 1400.. 200 difference.. mmm, ok lah.. start pumping.. built school.. just waiting..

Tomolo 11am will be having testing.. i mean work.. not long and not hard gua..

went to the usual old klang road for vegetarian today.. i mean yday.. and the 1st time tried the brickfields temple.. big! and mostly run by sri lanka's.. if i not mistaken.. lots of statue from sri langka as well.. nice one.. their meal very special.. rice with 2 types of kari.. and the meat! ahaha. it's vegetarian of coz.. but we whole family thought is real meat at 1st! lol~

thats all... rest..

in peace..

1:44am

1:56am Fri May 12, 2006 - changed, wan sleep liao lor..

Waiting!!.. waiting for lots of stuffs..

Man.. today i had a 1 on 1 maths lesson with Mr chiam.. early morning is chem lab.. i duno got lab.. thought it starts after As.. so i back to sleep.. and.. no mood to wake up.. till maths time, i reached the room.. noticed only me alone! deng.. and then there teacher came in.. some 30 minutes late.. haha~ so i had a "good" time with him.. not bad lah, revise those maths question.. mech i mean.. then taught some sig.fig in pure maths..

Enroled after that.. 100 denda gone.. the scholar unit called me go get the suspension letter, but cant find her.. duno where she is.. so.. delay ba.

ntg much.. waiting for war. nope, i mean troops back, 14:23 ! u gonna die..

waiting for another thing as well.. za dou.. accidentally dak zui someone.. overjoking? mm.. girls..mmm.. 

wesak day tomolo!~ yo.. happy wesak day

shut..

2:01am

8:26pm Mon May 08, 2006 - just after dinner, full

oh my.. long time never blog rite? Ok, short one here scholar voided, need study. Nex week exam starts till 7june, not bad

mmm.. anything more? .. maybe after my exams shifting.. then only do the pagar things

stopped my guitar for a month, hope will refresh me up

Damm.. had a weird dreams just now.. for that 4 hours sleep.. back to morning.. never went school, brought someone out due to that person having some problem.. need refresh as well.. wei, play dota ler! haha~ that bing can be a good teacher in that, this is proven, whaha! why ler? coz with me just a .. 4th time player versus a Nth time players.. i win, ahhaha!! joking lah...

back home see see dog.. go summit and ntg do back home again
tiring.. i thought this will be quite a good chance for me to clear things.

who knows i'm in a more deep shit now..
orelse i wont get those stupid dreams..

aiks...

oh man! science pump~! BE arrised for 4.5% alot eh~ =) nex thing will be population.. continue  money and combat~ yes! plz dun get into war b4 my total science pump is finished~

off my heart.

8:32pm

11:42pm Mon May 01, 2006 - waiting soh poh msg

Norton keep on detecting and blocking instrusion attempt.. was thinking.. really that many instrusion trying to attempt my ip? or just some fake info it collecting?

Back family at around 4pm.. while i'm in my deep sleep.. lol~

They bought me the yong tao fu.. or.. should i say, yin tao fu.. the yin means smoke.. erm, coz the tao fu rite, really got the smoke smell one, i like it, haha~ so full.. and then ah gu said belanja dinner, coz they went genting instead of going back home just now~ haha.. means someone win money lor~ =) win is good lah.. but when seeing their face of loosing.. haih...

Hotlink quite mah fan.. then got some rubbish forwarding mail, said what send 10ppl got 60bux.. u say real or fake?

Tomolo start college luu.. i know this time no joke, schorlar is tergantung, sure one. Hav to gambateh, anyway, lazy to open that book, too many words.. how come..

promised to sleep earlier.. so tonite i wunt be sleeping around 4am, but.. 12am? haha~

Finished the list of work liao.. parents owe me a total 2 years salary, yeng~ but i used that much in products.. haih.. better faster recover.. still need to see ppl and go for competition if can

Feel old d.. bone pain.. haha.. neck pain, backbone pain.. need massager! mmm.. Ogawa! but in parent's room.. haih..

They said shifting on 12th to 14th.. mmm.. 15th i'll be having As... hopefully they can make it in this week.. of coz not shift, what i mean is.. move those useless thing to that new house. Afterall, that new house still left the gate to do. That'll probably need another month for it. And dun forget the CF approval.. still waiting..

Utopia? not bad.. just that BE started to drop. Duno how.. i dun think i'll got enuff OF after having my 50DPA .. mmm, hav to think of..

typed so long and that soh poh still havent reply, i think she slept d lah.. Good nite everyone~

Wait me reply one more msg to vicky 1st

Nitez Z

11:51pm

2:01am Sun April 30, 2006 - Setting up, sleep soon lor~ .. or.. bleach 1st

Ok, here's my 1st day home alone, family went ipoh, relative's house for a 3d2n trip~ they start their journey around..6pm just now, while i'm learning guitar in bing house..~

Never join them... why ler? hhoh~ lazy lah.. few days lost there.. but being in home also ntg to do.. Za dou when most of the ppl saying "wah, fat dat lor~ alone at home, hehe.. (evil laugh, sounds like "muahahahah") " haih... especially my guitar teacher, repeat this for few times d.. haha! home alone suang or not? mmm.. if i can "do" something, of coz suang lah, haha! usually this kind of home alone, always hoping to ask fren to overnite here~ anyway, yday harn just did an overnite here~ coz too late and i lazy to bring him back to his house, haha~

i got Maxis num`~ yay! haha.. to those jiawei hotlink fans.. now at least can giv a cheaper sms to her liao~ din realise she's hotlink last time, till over sent! and? bo lui at last! hehe~ anyway, i still feel that this h . o .tlink abit of.. bluffing ppl.. and charge quite alot.. the best is cel.. co .. m.. hehe~ but not many using it, so i cant do anything also. (plz dun sue me for this..)

Utopia is fun! especially now new age started, everyone the same level, those fella so lan ci during the last age bcoz of greater than me, now cant simply lan ci me d! actually they also abit mad one.. lack of science point, means lack of population, and leads to lacking of army. Not enuff army how to break one's defences? and they still blame alot. and if i shift all to offensive, end up i hav less defender, and at last, i kena attack.. they r not understanding enuff.. but still thx to some of them, who really did great help.. and bing? whaha~ simply build, dai sei liao now~ cacat

New hair cut! Just now went carefour for a hair cut b4 sending harn back~ haha.. short again.. hhehe.. Oh ya~ that kim .. whaha~ she also went to get a nice hair cut.. so ngam~ lol! B4 that, went back to the ss15 there, thinking to make a new pants, who knows ppl now got money d, open shop, no more housing~ hehe.. and of coz, 2 years time, everything more expensive.. i followed harn, made a slack, just like the school pants style and cotton.. hav to check whether its nice or not 1st, then nex time only make a better one ~ i mean different material.

Card nearly burst again! then what we wanted to buy, is over my limit, finally asked parents come and swipe.. haih, this dermalogica things.. everything is going up the price by 5-10% ! one booster with 200ringgit will become 220.. lost quite alot money in it....

Wahaha~ watched the astro sin xiew justnow, got some really funny, without preparation got the braveness go sing! yeng man.. i know i cant do it.. hehe~ oh ya, cant belif myself, coz i saw someone familiar there, and then so lucky that after a few shoots, they capture her and put her name there.. she's really one of my fren, zhuo wei yi~ mm.. very good with lucinda one ah...good luk to her ler!

mm, ntg's more to talk liao lah.. i'm short of cash!! who wan swipe card let me know plz, ahhaha!

sleep everyone~

2:27am

2:37am Wed April 26, 2006 - Bleach-ing~ why so hot one.. a/c rosak keh?

alrite, cant tahan, must write something here, which bout my car!

Deng lor.. this the second time i let my sis drive my car without any companion..and? when she drove it back, father realise some scratch on the bumber there, and after looked carefully.. ! the whole thing's koyak! damm it.. even one of the fog light dropped! hanging there, and the left side of it is totally tear out...  stupid....!! the most za dou is.. she dun even know a single thing! damm blurr...

so there's go my lovely little fren.. so kesian being knocked down by my sis.. haih....

Thx si jie for the pos card~ i cant send u any.. dun hav address and.. my laziness wunt allow me to write any, whaha~ but thx alot =) be ready urself b4 u come back to see us! warning here...

Ntg wanna say liao, lazy..  working tomolo 9am, see ya all

oh ya! parents said will shift in may.. luckily at last they changed.. maybe end of the year or what.. coz the gate havent done yet.. talking about the CF.. deng one.. now the engineer refuse to sign due to his personal problem.. hope he fast fast sign it, then fast fast summit the borang and fast fast get my CF! then i can change my gate! yes! then i can shift! YES yES!~ i wanna use my own wash room without berebut with them anymore~

here i go..

2:44am

1:26am Tues April 25, 2006 - waiting a 3 minutes, then wash face~

Bleach! nice eh. ahaha~ though in japanese, and my eng readin skill is so beh, but still can understand it lah, story line yeng, built up a soul society world there, haha~

Nex.. mmm, went bing house just now, for whole day actually.. i've learnt dota!! haha!! man.. nowonder this game so addicted.. coz u can play with teammates, and to kill another one, team work is always the best games. bing thought me how to use Lich and Soccerer, haha! not bad not bad~

Pasted some lyrics in words.. bing will print out gua.. thats the guitar homework.. all girl's song.. za dou.. seldom listen.. and to change them to our voice line.. i picked tian kong, haha! got.. mmm.. 2 more duno what..

like singing alot! but singing too beh~

sleep lor.. "don always sleep tat late!bad habit o....nalso bad for health!" but see the time now.. aiks.. have to adjust abit..

off

1:31am

1:15am Sat April 22, 2006- hugging guitar... hot

cant sleep.. i should be very tired today one.. woke up 10:30am.. whole day never rest outing eating, playing, crapping... and just now fast fast finish my brush teeth session.. hope to get into bed s fast s i could.. just ... cant sleep..

i like the choc i brought back from langkawi.. nice eh.. haha~ habis d lor.. knew a guy today, mike, issit how its spell? haha~ dun simply zhat him.. coz he will zhat back.. nite went klang bkt.. the one we wan finish d.. haha!! so.. went another one..

tomolo will having the idol thing.. will be going to see? ya gua..

wan sleep...

1:19am

12:43am Thurs April 20, 2006 - ice age 2, sleep then

woo.. did ntg today.. went bing house at noon time, fixed the LAN, and we seiours samed a while! haha~ till tired and sleep together! hohoho~ funny lah..

tomolo will be working, somewhere around cheras.. hopefully not big job.. got guitar at nite, surely kena again.. 2 weeks never practise... why suddenly lost interest in it? haih...

Feel like back to langkawi.. really had a peaceful trip there.. at least dun hav to think alot.. work sleep work sleep.. rest, makan .. haih.. back to daily routine, very sien..

Lynn.. dun like small kids ler.. the way u act! grr.. haha.. fri wunt be free to pick u up if my bkt's plan is on, take care

choc still with me.. when will we gather? till then will supply my choc.. white choc fattening they said.. luckily i bought a black choc..

New age going to begin.. going to stay in the same kingdom seeing that monarch wanted to me stay.. dun blame me lots later if not doing well..

sien.. the time.. plz stop.. i dun wanna grow anymore..

12:48am

1:00am Wed April 19 , 2006 - chatting v bing harn, wan sleep lo~ maybe after a movie

Yes! back d!! so many emails.. all rubbish one, dun hav those touching touching email, whaha~!

Back from the duty-free-island, things sold there really cheap..example... the conningware.. ppl here with the carefour promosion sticker, can only get RM448 for full set of 5, there u RM299 can get d.. really big difference.. anyway, fulls et of 5 too big, cant carry, and we lesser than 72 hours, later kena tax.. so we at last get a 3 pieces one with hand carry.. thx kastum kakak never bully us~ haha

Got choc! bought lots of choc, the 1st time i buy that much.. oh ya.. i know why duty free d.. they import those nearly expire choc to sell actually.. imagine everyone there grabbing choc with.. expire in june 2006.. gosh.. 2 months more only! if its with nuts. u will get the smelly oil smell d.. haih.. tipu alot..

1st day reach.. with a nearly late to register at the boarding.. reached at 12:30pm langkawi airport.. saw Ngau Pak.. yeng.. never knew that he so frenly one, went chicken rice, and start work~ woo.. hard work we had on the 1st day.. 8 panels.. with 8 relays.. we shift here and there, finished!! whahah! luckily got 2 helpers, help us to get supplies.. if not we sure delay alot.. so the 1st day.. exhausted..

second day.. morning tea with ngau pak.. then continue work abit.. just another 4 panels.. purposely do slowly to wait for TNB to come witness test, who knows they ffk, so we finished it earlier.. and? b4 1pm we can rest d.. ntg to do.. i nearly fall asleep and found someone to chat with, haha~ go get a rent car, 60ringgit for 1 day, kembara, auto~ so.. round round, find hotel, why leR? coz the second day fulled.. finally town got one new management, offer 90ringgit per day, get one standard room, and new of coz, rest.. after bath, father saw me slept d.. he also cant tahan, sleep! whaha ~ rest enuff, and nite time went back to the same restorant.. ngau pak likes pork alot! this time got a supervisor eat with us, 4 dishes, and? 3 got pork one! za dou.. haha! the price cheap of coz, coz they worked there for 8 months d, everyday eat the same thing same restorant.. so they get the price with a .. let me calculate  with a 66% cheaper than walk in customer! lol~ mm.. so they did keng kai till the shop wan close again.. and for me... i just sit there listening.. then listen to my mp3.. then find ppl to keng with.. of coz ~ there's one girl there! haha! dance cha cha wor.. if found the teacher d.. let me know lah.. and i'll try on the singing lesson b4 letting u know how well izzit.. yo, if we join together, hooh~ i think it'll be very fun...

third day! finally came.. cant wait to buy stuffs.. then go roun d the island abit.. the map draw till like so far, actually just some KM difference.. the gan jeong part is.. we duno how much patrol we should pump in.. and we wunt be wasting money to full pump it and never use to return back mah, rite? so.. after a Rm12 pump with 70km.. i start to worry ! haha.. luckily found a petronas we pump another 5 ringgit to panjangkan usia of the enjin, ahah! round to the pantai cenang.. pantai pasir tengah.. then the underworld water park.. there's one sample in the entrance! i saw the fish, man.. so big.. imagining if my hand inside.. scary... quite scared of water.. sea.. something like that.. cant estimate what's inside. and it fills u.. so .. yucks..

snake santuary we went also.. just that never go in, get someinfo only.. the funny those places, all the entrance there got a special rate for warganegara one~ haha! cheaper in some 10 ringgit difference. =) after all ki ling ka lang.. returned the car, and the supervisor sent us back to airport.. finished our trip~ haha! the flight delayed due to the rain.. 30minutes.. we spend our 2 hours time there, doing ntg.. Back home.. mmm.. 8pm d.. i got my bed again! haha.. and thinking of my new house of coz..

talking bout that.. the temuduga alredi done.. now summiting borang E.. and will get another inspecting! i love it~ haha! actually the approval.. they called CF, wunt affect much in the house.. u can do anything to ur house.. just that u wunt get a legal CF, and means u cant buy insurance for that. when no insurance.. ur house.. dangerous.. ritE? hehe.. fast fast finish my CF, fast fast add my 3rd floor and change my front gate!

wishing everyone can join the idol thing on sat..

wan play more!

sleep

1:26am

1:38am Fri April 14, 2006 - brushed, sleep? news...

Warring~ and loosing again, another war in kingdom 32:32 and i did follow orders.. anyway.. the plan sucks.. i think the best way is to capture as many acres as possible to enable u to win the war~

Langkawi! here i come~ Sunday flight, 11:25am, and back? Tus 17:35 hehe~ nice lor.. the 1st time for me to be in langkawi, is not of fun, is becoz of work~ haha! yo man, i can ride plan again, hoho! surely will miss alot and think alot when not around in KL.. cant online.. but it will be a peaceful trip for me again~ =)

Father going to Tawau tomolo, some city installation, haha~ he will be back on sat, and flya gain on sun, nowdays he fly alot ya? haha!

Sad sad, kim cant join me for the idol thing.. why ler? her father dun let wor.. funny ler! where got things like mother let, father not~! suan lah.. maybe i may look like a samseng to him.. hehe~ sorry harn ya, i just can get 1 ticket from u, cant help alot in ur charity thing.. now thinking wan go or not.. haih... RM10.. flew.... oh ya.. theres 2 fella! last minute again, and and nowdays abit antisocial one.. in the last week said cant go.. then ? how they gonna ask harn go sell it at the very last moment! cant forgiv..!!! why cant they do something like one of the buyers, bought the tickets, but never go.. or at least like my lecturer, pay, then giv back the ticket cause wunt go.. haih.. za dou la this 2 fella.. hopefully its just joke

another thing.. 14 rite today!! haha. happy bday to wen.. ya.. long time din say this name.. wen wen, happy bday ya~ and.. happy bday to vhau.. all grown up d, must take care~ 12nd.. izzit got another one bday? i think got ler... i wish her also in my heart.. though i not sure .. memory too bad d... stuffs keep on deleting in my brain.. those things i still remember, must be quite important or else i'll forget easily..

new house? yeng lor.. left over some lights.. those need to drig holes one, then.. oh ya. solar set d.. can take bath lor! need to repaint the red color, and zap zap abit of the losen paints.. what else? waiting CF.. luckily father found someone to help him run it.. at least now the borang BCD alredi done.. and waiting temuduga. after this, hantar borang E.. and the ppl will come inspect once more! then?! finish!!! the house is legal~ hoohho!

Someone said wanna rampas my room, then ler.. mmm.. asking me to sleep in the living hall 1st, then when bed come in, sleeep guest room!! throw stone to my window, put fire crackers to MY room, and then? put a tiger on my bed, chili powder and panda eyes!! grrr...!! suan .. who ask u will treat my parents good, then u take my room lah, i stand outside see u sleep, haha!

tomolo.. mmm, free lor.. coz father not in, i ntg to do.. help hantar barang abit.. and.. no more liao.. find eu harn ba.. sat he booked red box, ppl free plz come~ and. i thought jiawei group got join one, who knows finally jenyew waixin they all said got tuition.. za dou...

langkawi~ can buy wat back as presents?!!! mmm.. thinking hard...

1:55am

1:00am Tues April 11, 2006 - wan watch shen diao, left.. 9 more episodes! dun left so little plz!!

pain ah.. kind of pain.. (this for bing) whenever remember this sentence, surely will think of bing one, u know why lah ah bing! haha!!

deng.. helping a mling to chase a guy.. childish man.. what to do.. wan me pretend like a girl to go help chase him.. aiseh.. why i never been in this guy's position ever?  haha~ anyway, ppl just passed her 14th bday.. thats the present and.. ya~ still have to grow mature abit.. 14.. means? form 2.. wah! form 2.. making me thinking of something

so ler.. this blog i write till sap ha sap ha~ idea all cut off~ she owe me this!! grrr! nvm lah~ haha! recently.. doing wat? watching movieS!!! i love that shen diao.. liu yi fei, u're still my best one~ cant stand the way of her talking and acting.. so soft and. so.. dun cry plz.. coz it melts me! whaha~ actually the story line of this shen diao.. i quite remember coz of the gu tin lok in the TVB series of shen diao.. just that this one using lots of real background.. which caused the field alot wider, see lots of things, those trees, ncie man.. i love this. and then... those ppl quite intresting.. this china one rite? i think so.. thats why not 24hours crying, hehe~ that liu cried alot! so melting..

wah.. the drama here still continueing... not bad.. seems like the guy likes her alot.. but then that mling blame me! say i spoiled the games! grrr~ wan me pretend as girl.. plz lah.. frenster can check one ler! za dou.. 

Back.. last sunday.. went newhouse.. i've finished my 56 downlightS! yes!! though stillg ot abit of plaster need to add up for the cracks.. and then the 7 fans!~ hehe~ finished! now only i know how to set up a fan. not bad ah~ can learn something. i doubt how many of my fren know how to do this.. i know, girls sure will say "i'm a girl... dun hav to" hehe! panasonic fans, alot nicer than the kdk got in my home now.. anyway, its new model, of coz nice lah.. then .. mmm.. i set up the side table for water machine d.. ikea one.. yeng.. total got 46 steps to set it.. haha~ funny when mom and sis go took the wrong parts and hammered them with nails! hahaha!!

actually i thought tomolo public holiday.. i mean today, then can go out.. but everyone seems like keeping low profile nowdays.. no one outing.. and i was never dated.. so tomolo? good one.. go new house, continue my painting! whole house repaint coz of the stupid painter last time, paint twice which caused the walls got 2 color.. now no money ask him come paint d!! nex thing.. mmm.. need to paint the woods and shelek it.. and then.. mmm.. i wanna mop my floor, coz my bed is coming! sis one alredi set up, but my one got problem abit, they hav to resend.. hehe~ i'm going to throw away my tv, haha! not lah.. put it in the upstairs hall.. coz my room too small to fit in one.. sobz...

22nd april.. charity thing.. RM10 to see idols singing!~ come if free.. sunway college.. thats for harn.. he sold many tickets d.. can be salesman~ haha! if asking me to sell... die.. sure die.. kim's going! hahah!! haih.. also duno why one, need to wait so long to get this reply.. duno got really put in heart or not one..

anymore to say? ntg liao gua.. harn is desperate.. for what? i duno, ask him, ahah!

good luck for bing's exams..

1:24am

11:52pm Wed April 05, 2006 - wan sleep!! plz dun tell me hard to sleep again.. body feel abit hot...

Last paper! tomolo... chem.. and? die.. i know this time i sure die.. i really duno anything for chemistry~!!! i sei lo.. what carboxylic this and that.. oh no.. i dun think i heard b4.. haha!! hate chem.. maybe too.. "chou xiang" ... tell me.. did u see atoms b4? niabu.. something never see b4, and by experiment here and there and they come this up, and ask us to study! haih....

so ler.. no eye to see it liao, thurs 2:16pm, plz fast fast come.. then the time plz stop at that moment, so that will just finish my exam and the papers wunt be coming back for me~ hahaa! die.....!!

I love nasi briyani.. or kandar ah? what's the difference actually? last week.. or.. week b4 that? went eat.. nice man.... and so full~ haha! i love the taste of "yogurt" rice.. i mean i like yogurt, hehe~ planning a day go eat again..

and as for bak kut teh! that JH promised us again! "u dare come, i dare belanja!" whahah! and this time Iris VH can be penyaksi~ mmm, will go find u, dun worry, and we go try out the famous "under-bridge bakkuteh~"

headache d lah.. think so much.. after tomolo.. hope i'll hav initiative to open books by myself.. need study seriously.. or at least practise...

Lynn.. stop hitting my horn!! so embarrassed ah! luckily not much ppl, if not everyone looking at us, baoxiao...

april 05 d... few more days some ppl's bday's coming.. i remembered it comes in a list.. day by day~

thats all.. let me die happily tomolo~(in the exam hall)

12:00am

1:52amWed April 05, 2006 - should be sleeping

Hoo.. 1st time i din noon sleep! haha~ why ler? coz hor, today got exam, physics. from 2-4pm.. what rubbish timing.. so at 1st 8am wan go college one, but lazy, sleep a little bit more till 10am only reach.. study study till 2pm, and exam, back home, delay abit here there.. till now.. din sleep.. but i affraid overshoot again.. later i cant sleep.. cham then.. tomolo maths somemore! 10-11:45am somemore! sei.. no energy later..

Using streamyx rite now.. too good to use it back.. the speed really like 10x faster.. imagine 4kbs compare to 45kbs by using streamyx.. Luckily the line refreshed~ and? i can redownload my shen diao, recommanded by geng.. i watched 3 episodes d.. really nice ler.. and my liu yi fei~ hoohoo! i like her to be so "girl"

this so-called mock exams actually really useful.. me abit regret never revise in the passed few weeks.. if i hav did so.. this term i dun think i'll get a C.. but for now.. i hoping each one can at least get C.. haih.. nvm.. at least now abit clearer for me what to study.. not those messed up As and A2 stuffs till i vomit.. mmm. study mood recovering.. something put down, something carries on...

Sleep tight everyone~ need to wake up 7:30am later~ dun wan to be too early.. wasting time on jamming only.. sleep kim~ dun think of ur fren case liao..and sleep lynn.. though duno why u sound so sad.. sleep myself.. hope myself dreaming an A.. haha~

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1:58am

10:44pm Sun April 02, 2006 - going to sleep.. slept too much at noon, hope can sleep soundly.. till morning

Stupid Streamyx! again it happens.. few days ago, it came to some unstable speed.. sometimes.. the most 3kbs.. then midnite, can goes up to 105kbs.. sot sot dei.. solution? i called the tmnet centre.. and.. between 24-48hours they'll come over.. and i just got the call from bing.. haha!! he happened to be has the same problem as mine~ lol~ but i think my line over sensitiv.. now only bing facing the problem.. so? jaring is useful at this moment, lol~

Previous post.. mmm.. monday nite.. means tues morning rite? hehe~ thx kim for the.. lovely red red pillow as my present!! ohho~ can hug liao =) nex time dun forget get me bigger one ah! haha~ joking! thx, really like it alot. and also ur most precious bday card, collection wor~ lol, bet its not cheap.. i can see the Aus And NZ value at the back one ah! hoho~

mmMmm.. exams? ya.. tomolo,9-10:15 mechanics.. and? i did no study at all.. the week b4 this was like.. monday went school, then the nex 4 days couldnt wake up at all~ so ponteng lor.. i wunt do it again.. hehe~ say only gua? not lah of coz.. i try i mean, haha! i got the As timetable d.. not bad, at least now i'm not full of blurr fog, got aims, means i know what to do and what to plan. i hate things hanging at the middle, duno what to do, duno what steps to move, duno this duno that.. which cause me lazy and? sleepy, haha~ total days for As.. 7 days only mah, got 8 papers.. last one is.. 07 june, haha! i wan fly after that day~ then continue back my A2

sien ah.. going out also sien, staying at home also sien.. sleep also sien, play games also sien.. i hate sleeping actually.. but then compare to study.. haha! i choose sleeping, lol~ when only i cant get back to my.. 5hours sleep per-day position? mmm.. need motivation.. eh.. thats some guy's word.. who liao ah?... i forgotten the name, lol~ the guy i got to know in Inti Nilai, haha! i should hav finish my SAM there.. then i'll not be having the chance to be lazy here.. and i'm sure i'll grow alot from there.. independant? every steps u make, leading u to a different situation..

mmm.. so never prepared, how to exam? die lor.. just hope that my schorlarship's still there.. thats all i hope..

wan sleep lor.. head heavy..

Hav a nice day~

10:57pm

1:13am Tues, March 28, 2006 - slept and awake

Over.. lots of things really over...

My bday's over!!! grr...  just now slept a while.. frm... 12:30 till now.. then? cant sleep nicely.. woke up.. then came to this, and wrote down a few words..

Hey~ i got.. mm, what presents ler.. a cake frm tj, hhoho~ , then.. a Romp's shirt, i like it alot, thx ler~ luckily bought a bigger size one, orelse sure very hard to fit me! haha~ thx alot ppl!!

there.. i try go sleep again...

sien..

1:16am

3:14am Mon March 27, 2006 - hot

sei!! i lay down on my bed.. and turning around.. and.. cant sleep!! sei lah!! should be rested too much during day time!! i die d!!! canot sleep! means later i sure very tired!!

haih.. cham lor.. how ah? plz gimme a good nite sleep after this blog...

Thx to vhau, genie and angeline n kitty for wishing me bday ~

sleep!!

1:36am Mon March 27, 2006 - why so hot? gonna sweat.. maybe.. going to sick..

Yoyo~!! Everyone!! today's a big day for .. me!!! haha.. Happy bday i said.. to myself, haha!!

Just now.. dinner time after work..went to korean restaurant, wait... i continue later.. write out the working details 1st... later forgotten cant claim back my hardwork money..

ok.. wasted 4 minutes.. continue~ korean. ya.. oh man.. those meat.. expensive like hell!! ya.. i know its that kind of price, just that.. if i using that money, i can eat alot of nice foods liao lor~ thx to nuan, for the last time that korean dinner she set in her house~ thx ler.. really owe u for that.. came my cousins.. at 1st this dinner is coz of celebrating my cousin's zy's pmr results one, but then uncle said ntg to proud of.. coz not full As also.. so we consider this a family dinner, eat together, then devided, haha! everything really nice, those meat can see the fats .. they burnt, they cut, then serve, we just eat eat, haha! their rice really like kok kuey.. soft and can take up using chopsticks. its usual.. then.. ntg much to describe also lah, only that me this san pa lao never see b4 only.. haha~ lastly we take out our cake, bought from secret recipe, tiramisu~ haha! though. its not cheese cake, but its tasty enuff.. the yougurt cheese finished d!! or else it'll be my cake.. sing song take picture, and.. sort of camera shy.. then finish~

Back home and? school tomolo!! sobz sobz..  dun wan to talk about exams here.. mm.. oh ya, thx to all ppl's who wishes me!! the list is in order~ thx to---- Tj, Qhan, iris, kk, kim, wm, bing, han! really got 8 ppl wor.. haha! said me "8 good in chinese, fat choy~" someone replied "Gong hei fat choi" to me.. za dou...

if only my wish comes true.. what's it for this year? haha.. i wan my mind to be as clear as a crystal.. lol~ coz i felt that my brain is full of.. dirt.. (which is still better than shit rite now..), if it can be clear.. haih.. then i think my life will goes on happily.. change me into computer .. haha~

thx thx

bb~

1:16am Fri March 24, 2006 - bathed? ya, sleep? no

Just said byebye to sijie, off she goes meeting.

mmm.. just now ler, went pyramid, gather for wishing tj happy bday~ dai kor lui lor~ no more 2 n half liao lo, hehe. so now.. what ler? i like u to continue to be 2 n half lah~ dun grow plz, hoho~!

1st time went hai luo~ yeng.. live singing, i think the guy there sure remember us.. so yeng.. introduce a kai jing to him, haha! too bad cant explain why she's been called kai jing, orelse can push her up to sing~! hhaha.. thx for everyone that joining this gathering..

wanted to go movie one.. haih.. abit tired also lah.. today i wake up at 9 wor.. though after school brought back JH and sleep with me another 1 n half hour, lol~

My new house need to repaint! who free one, plz contact me, tolong tolong me ler..~

and for the CF? they guy will only send it on Monday.. means.. the house approval will be in like.. few more months of time.. deng.. dun care liao, move in b4 got the approval!! cant wait to stay in my big big queen size bed room~ err.. actually the room is going to be like "all in one" ... got study table this that.. personal toilet somemore.. deng.. really compact.. so small space wan to hav so many things at once.. haih.. nex time add a beauty beauty wife there.. cham.. sure not enuff space.. nvm, shift! haha~

tomolo.. mm.. 8-10am class.. then? go wet lor~ yes!! but i cashless... sei.. no money liao. just now swipe card.. luckily it passed.. i thought i overuse d.. mmm.. that time.. RM890.. now RM104.. ngam ngam 1000~~!!! haha.. save money plz.. u still have to use it to kaolui one ah!!

thats all... no one online.. chat with who? with my blog lor...

sien.. tired in mind.. not physically... sleep? the only thing can do..

ciao~

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1:39am Thurs May 23, 2006 - tired and wan to sleep!

Whats wrong.. its the time for me to sleep and i just cant sleep, dun hav the mood to sleep, wahah! nvm, just that my time is mixed up, timing problem.. slept whole day and nite cant sleep, thats all..

morning class? i ponteng once again.. ohooh~ die d.. where's go my life? live like this.. like meaningless everyday doing ntg

oh ya, happy bday i speak again for the 2 ppl, .. duno what presents will they buy for her?

guitar class at nite, sien..... no practise means .. die..

somebody plz open me up.. save me!!

nah~ jokes...

1:44am

11:44pm Tues March 21, 2006 - teeth brushed, waiting for my dreamland~

24hours a day, isn't enuff for many ppls, rite? slowly i realise it happens to me as well.. why ler? coz ah.. i need to rest at least 20hours a day, the other 4hours is for abit of traffic jamming, walking distance, and eating bathing shitting.. left no time for other activities liao.. haih.. sad sad.. if there is 48hours a day.. hoho~ then i think i will hav enuff sleep and enuff time for abit of study, haha!

Just got to know that i got class from this week onwards.. oh my.. i've checked the schedule, and then only notice my revision class started a day ago.. hhoho~ there's Reuben's call on monday, "Hey waikit, where r u? u not coming for class? u neevr come, harn never come, jH also never come. what happen to u guys ah?" hoho~ the nex thing i know was.. DOP.. i offed my phone~ haha! deng.. kacao me when i was sleeping, never die b4 ah? haha.... but thx alot.. really one..

Attended the class today, chem, and i know ntg, as usual. no lab, so i went home coz lazy to attend the maths class after lab. There goes my 1st day.. haih... where's the mood i should hav b4 exams ah? gone.. not gan jeong at all.. and i felt that the worst thing happen again.. when there's stress from school work, i'll start to sleep alot.. same like my form5 .. and now.. i think i over slept everyday.. even sometimes i slept quite early.. mm, 12:30.. for me early lah, but i still woke up at 1pm.. die die.. still remember few months back wan sleep nice one also cant.. sei lor..

Few minutes more will be.. Qhan's bday!! yay yay~~ just asked him whether free or not, and he said he difinitely not free, deng.. got gf liao lah, yeng lah.. dun pura pura say primary gathering lah, haha~then after that.. mmm. there's another one's bday.. neh, the one ah.. "princess" she mentioned herself as in her bloggie wor, hoho~ there u go, sing u 2 a bday song.. "Happy ~ Burstday~ " (the burst i learn from mayday that ah sin one.. hoho~  ) get lots of pressie lah~ and for that han~ hoho.. i'll get what u wan.. the thing u mentioned just now.. hhaha~ D u .. l.. e...*

Did i mention bout the serdang gathering ah? .. aiks.. blurr, alrite, that last fri went serdang, just bcoz i wan to try the ikan bakar garam.. then the last sun..me whole family went there, and i'm abit out of road that time.. haha, turn turn and at last found it.. yeng man, now only i roughly know the place's, its actually near the Ah lek restaurant.. hoho~ anyway, din eat the fish that day, coz "dong zhu yao shi" .. haha! why not "dong zhu yao hei" ? haha.. mom said later ppl thought he go marry again, lol~ turn turn again, stop at another restaurant, what what hakka chun.. lol~ jiawei also at 1st wanna go the ikan garam one, then dun hav and going to this hakka thing, but at last she went another one. lol~ if not maybe can see her there, haha! eh.. no.. coz me abit too late.. oh ya, we've checked the buffet there liao, RM19.80 per person, those foods.. mah mah dei.. but at least more choices than that flaming, for this.. i think the most i can eat is RM12 .. better than flamming which so cheaplak if compare, lol~

Ntg much to add liao.. just abit extra.. err, nex mon, somebody's going to bday !! hooh~~ this one abit special, why ler? hohoho!! coz i wunt forget that date .. Sis making me a cheese cake? i guess so~ yes! if can make it abit more.. mm.. turn to tiramisu.. wow~ and then.. add abit of billygoat red wine, hoohho~ who will cook for me then? ask mother .. no, father! haha~ deng.. exams coming.. no mood

12:07am

3:06am Tues March 07, 2006 - hair wet, just bathed, cant sleep yet

Hey there.. ~ just came back from work.. bathed, and waiting to sleep.. KL's rock at nite.. just now work there, near KLCC, no matter how late, still got ppl.. and.. i mean couples, walking on the road, so sweet. Disco was rock as well, but outside standing lots of akua.. aiks.. i duno how other's feel, i just know.. er.. yer..

thats what i saw after my work, on the road coming back. Noon time went office, to backup the comp, and format it.. stupid pentium 3, i duno how to install windows 98! oh my.. i forgotten those command words.. haih.. and its sucks, so slow.. so now the plan is.. fix this one, let mom use, buy another one for internet, and mother's currently one join with fathers monitor and father use it.. not bad.. and this time i must finish this task in.. a week time! tomolo i'll be going to continue my computer fixing thing, and then the nex day? phone Acer or Dell for a comp! yes!! haha~

My previous work.. mmm. 25th feb. just to note down here.. thats the 1st time i kena sot since i work in form 2.. wow~ the feeling was damm shock~ haha! just abit current over flowing .. and funny was that.. father held the basbar b4 me, and he ntg, when i touch it, i jump~ haha! father now is semiconductor liao.. hoho~ experience caused it.. =) Then ler.. where is Suldan ah? mm.. if father assigned the work there, yeng lor.. can bring 3 ppl, means 4 ppl a team, and the payment for the group? mm.. US3500 per day for that group.. wow~ if this happen, mah mean one person get Rm3000!? wah~ haha.. anyway, its damm far and not easy.. and the nex thing u'll see me was on the tv or newpaper, while my head is "choppin" off~ scary... lol~ look at the payment.. my saliva's dropping.. lol~

Frenz seems like going to hav a farewell dinner with abby on this thurs.. mm.. then hav to pospone my guitar loh, rite bing? or.. maybe bing and me not invited! not so important.. not a necessary to add us in.. rite? whahha~ joking! sure be going, or we'll sure kena blast.. if i'm abby.. i gan jeong till insomnia lor.. talking about insomnia.. there's a girl out there suffering from this.. really hav to.. xxxxx

thats all lah... throat very weak.. just recover from flu's.. and sore throat.. now sing some normal song also like killing me~ not going to hav any redbox session liao~ i still havent sing! rite harn? choose a day! go~ 

10:47pm Thurs March 02, 2006 - music, ready to sleep? not yet

Heavy of what? haih.. just a type of feeling.. maybe starting to feel stress gua.. maybe exams nearing gua.. haih.. oh ya~ i really got heavier.. now 59kg! oh man.. heavier than last 4 months 4 KG!! whats that.. but i dun seems like grown fatter,..ritE? i think its muscle lah, whaha!!

If i said that i'm going to sick.. sure will kena blast.. but really gne worst.. but luckily the 1st stage i over d.. the sore throat stage, keeps on medicine, and sweets, which now over, and come to the second stage.. flu.. and heavy flus, and hot, plus cold, plus.. heavy head.. haih... luckily now is my resting time, so can man man recover, if during school, sure very san fu...anyway, tomolo last class, 8-10! yes. then? feel like going out! that harn going SPCA! haha.. fun lor~

Heard from phoebe that our SPM certs is out d, so.. will find a day go back take..

tired liao.. nope.. dunw an use mind liao~

off

(i heard that bing kena saman again!)

10:53pm 

9:02pm Sun Feb 19, 2006 - tired

Just got home, a 2 days "non-stop" cleaning at new house.. of coz got back home yday nite lah, i mean, 2 full day, used to clean it, and do some wood skirting stuffs.. Sure drag fren come help nex time! err, that kim sick d, better faster recover or cant bring u help, u said u like to do one ah. haha!

So the previous post.. b4 i did the bainian.. err, continue that, the nex day, went find jiawei, then sudden plan to go kim house, hhoho~ baoxiao lor. all of us, duno her one, i mean just me, so paiseh the atmosphere plus.. her parents there.. father abit.. fierce, and mother kind enuff, gan jeong.. then after that she accompanied us to jh house and mine, last bing.. nice day though.. and follow on, the nex day i was in cameron d..

Jump! err, nex thing.. duno liao lah, ntg much to write, busy with lots of stuffs.. not studying, not guitar, but.. sleeping gua.. lazy.. tomolo got class again.. my day gone too fast..then nex thing i know, is up coming exams, and As.. haih.. hav to study liao, and i dun think i'm ready ler.. sei.. anyway, last friday, 10am finished class, and watched the Big Mama's in summit, damm yeng, go watch and ready to baoxiao alot. damm kingkong in the beach.. wahha.. after that was a funny enuff addmaths tutorial for kim.. just make sure u dun make ur real tuition teacher got vomit..

Thats all, tomolo's  monday.. haih..

9:10pm

3:23am Wed Feb 01, 2006

Its Feb!! mm~ here, i wish all of u happy CNY! got play fireworks or not? dun ah.. later kena tangkap..

Few days of cny, visit here and there.. dun think got lots of angpao, haha~ its very very very small actually, coz all long distance relationship, wunt be worth more than Rm5 for just a visit in a year.  Mmm.. lazy to elaborate.. just that today went to .. i forgot the place liao, to see my great grandfather.. yo. ppl aged 105.. so kuat.. can talk can eat can listen..  got angpao from him too! and i saw many of them giving him BIG angpao as well~ haha! live healthy!

tiring.. duno why.. maybe everyday rush here and there gua.quite boring actually.. i thought this year my cny will be better than last time.. anyhow, its cny, the mood still there.. play cards, gamber of coz.. though small.. haha! rich liao lor, can cincai play with them. if i;m still last time me ah, haha! sure feel bushuang when loose.. Finally Bing back from melaka, so tomolo will be free.. morning think will go visit jh with him, then.. hav to see do what, to wait harn back from johor.. hopefully wun be jamming.. coz u know, last day of public holidays, sure alot ppl rushing home.. if so, then when he said 1pm reach home, means 6pm.. Hav to go visit jiawei~ thats my 1st plan in 31st of December.. i mean.. 1st of Jan, haha!

mm.. duno what to write liao.. if everyday can like CNY like this, do ntg, just go here and there get money, whaha!~ i bet the atmosphere in China now is very good, here pang pang there pang pang.. all fireworks..  for safety cautious.. no choice, we ought not to play.

ok, late d.. coz just now lah, play "chi lami".. how to say.. erm.. something like that, in mahjong one, numbering lor i mean, but using mahjong, with family.. all slowly become master liao, till i no win no loose.. haha! fun fun.. who wanna play with me>? lol~ today's sky so clear.. just after heavy rain.. new year got rain! hehe..  i saw star........

3:33am

1:31am Sun Jan 22, 2006 - watching naruto!

Count count, 7 days only back to blog, hehe~

Mmm.. the passed.. was so dummm... couldnt concentrate on anything, live in blurness and full of dust.. alrite, tonite finally hav the time to clear off my bill.. oh man.. guess what ah? i over use my money, tll now i thin can say.. i owe mother a thousand of ringgit! sei lor... din realise i over used that much! haih.. really hav to put back more time on my daily life.. aiks..

Today got Nisha surprice party, sorry din join.. not in position, cant go.. mmm, wish ya happy bday here~ hehe~ Went summit buy clothes just now, with sis and mom, and plus bing harn and later came keat! whaha! my mother suddenly become "our" mother! haha! choose here choose there, haih.. too bad, those cotton long pants, i dun hav any suit one, all tight at the bottom.. if only they can make it 2 more inch wider.. then it will be perfect!! the price.. too ex for me lah, thought it consider cheap, but i'm a poor guy man.. paying myself. Finally got myself 2 jeans, again.. jeans, and only that kind of straight cut jeans i like, and then ah. got 2 more shirt, wow.. too many liao, and funny this time coz i got a pink one! whaha!! never imagine b4 i will take a pink one.. wear this to.. mm.. CNY go bainian, not bad hor? go find jiawei!

As for bing.. he ah.. haih, duno what type of shirt he likes one, so many and i seriously feel that most of them suit him, but he himself thought not nice, and he dun like it.. so after trying N types, he got only one, and he thought to go another shop.. and belif me.. it will be the same.. u wunt be able to find any, coz these type of lala shirt, once u mindset d.. u will not like it. Harn ler? he got himself another jeans.. and this time no more lala wor~ hehe.. he got another shirt, same design as mine, but abit different at the neck plus color. Keat? his choice ah!! almost same as me! hehe.. he also tried N types of pants, but end up, i show him mine, and he try on his size, and thats ngam him, lol~ so he got one of the jeans, same as mine, and another pink shirt, though not same, but still.. me and him almost got the same thing.. haha! Then go see sis one, aiks.. girls one so easy to get plus so many choice! she got 2 of the long pants just outside the store, with 8times cheaper than mine!! haha!! anyway, its nice as well.. she'll be going to taipan to look for other clothes soon..  thx mom for accompany and ideas~

Fun day, bought something happily, and new look! haha.. mmm, new house going to be finish renovating.. will be start to add the "skirting" by ourown.. haih.. who ask the ppl's gaji so expensiv, till now i have to, paint the wood, one by one, with "shilek", then use kertas pasir to remove the layer and apply another type of paint, and then nail it to the wall, aiksSS! whole house.. hard work hard work..

so many thoughts and plan, suddenly hav to put down, lol.. how pointless am i. thx to kang and his girl, haha! what a best pair. Wait till i go ur house bai nian, u 2 gimme angpao, hhoohho~ wanna sleep liao.. no, continue movie

1:45am

7:10pm Sat Jan 14, 2006 - after this, bath and vegetarian dinner then

Weird title eh? haha. no offending, its something.. haih.. when u try not to think more bout it, u will have to face the results in ur dream.. miss ya..

Back to my blog, mm.. yesterday, ended class at 10am, brought JH with me, went ABB send stuffs, mm, then back to new house, bring him to look see look see, he said wanna jump in to my fish pond! haha.. find a day go swim lah, haha, but me long time din swim liao ler.. mmm, 3 years? later i drown~ Back to home, ate maggie and off, back to Inti, for what? waiting to have fun lor. Parked inside Inti, then funny, the guard ask "u all student izzit? wanna go class" haha! but then after my great bluffing skill, he had no choice, and have to belif that we're going into office for something, moreover we never bring our bag along. Global net again, mm.. ok ok lah, all ppl felt cs quite sien liao lor.. maybe bcoz we played at downstairs. Nex Nex, went to harn's house, play guitar, i brought myself my 20+years old guitar, and play together with Harn. Not bad, he can sing and play along liao, pick up quite fast. Not long can reach us, and that time i dun think can teach him anything more, haha~ but more than enuff for him to write a song for his,.. err.. ru ru

After sending Bing back to his Block C, for the class from 3pm to 5pm.. kesiannya.. then we have our summit time. Thinking to have a movie or what, but then the timing not suit plus no movies that attract our heart.. The Wig din show in GSC i think.. so? we walk walk, looking for pants, jeans? or cotten type? Harn still duno yet.. and then we walked into arcade centre, coz harn wanna hav a fight with JH in the datona.. i duno spelling, hhaaha~ then i like saw someone familiar there. After some sms-ing only realise she's Michelle! wah .. memang got yuen fen ah, the day b4 she back to Aus and i simply got the chance to meet her up, for.. err.. form 2 till now, 4 years din really see her d, dai kor lui lor, not so notty liao lor, and not dare to bully me liao lor~ haha! Hav a game of pool there, everyone cincai shoot only, including JH! and He loose to Ongching to sing a song in the pool. haha! Off we went songbox, Rm1 per song, and then ler? that JH never sing a single thing, he ah! ffk! .. after that, we san wui. the cake's not there that day.. alrite..

Back to usj, and tsien ho joining us for basketball, coz he'll be staying in harn's house for tomolo's early morning 7am bio replacement class, haha! played, and Thx to Bing for sending all of them back.. thx thx.. and for me.. i have to bring sis to piano, so once bathed, went taipan... slept in the car, for half an hour.. how boring it was.. how sien it was.. how lonely it was.. then so san fuly, 30minutes passed, fetched her up, and go to the shop opposite yamaha.. mmm. "the cakes? Not today..~" "it's alrite" .. haha~ just passed by to hav a look.

Ntg much after that, thinking to hav yamcha session but i tired, slept while waiting someone to plan, but end up no one, so everything is canceled. As for today? hate it.. woke up 1:30pm.. though i slept 2am yesterday.. Just dun wanna wake up, or dun let me dream anything.. haih.. no work for today plus tomolo, yes! orelse i'll be damm tired in this 2 rest days.. later after vegetarian porridge, went new house, install lights again. Nice ler.. cant wait to move in.. but b4 that.. really quite alot to work for the house.. cleaning.. installing.. and some renovation still hav to be done..

Till here.. need to bath liao.. I'm saying good bye

7:38pm

1:03am Fri Jan 13, 2006 - mm.. chatting with 2 guys one girl-sijie!

Quote " THE need for certain changes is clear to you, but others haven't got your conviction. Or, more accurately, they're also anxious about just how far changes would go. All they need is reassurance. The only problem is, they'll need it often and in large doses."

Ya, its something quote from The Sun's horoscope.. The sun's one always hit me right in time.. maybe i'm the one said in the quote, giv some reassurance? am i that not trustworthy? or maybe its something i need too.. especially the word "large doses" haha~

Bought myself mp3 d, storm the brand. Rm150 and one short buy 4, bing harn jh and myself. of coz, bing one more canggih, 512mb, since he so long he need bigger capacity lor~ haha~ mmm.. that 3 fella aimed by a celcom salesgirl that day, some name of Shirance.. got handphone number somemore! that one leave for LJH one, 019-668869* .. haha! make me jealous only, ppl keep on asking them how old, stay where and that stupid harn go talk rubbish to her. K, nex.. talking about.. facial? Its been a month i din go there, too busy with my own personal things.. working? thinking is more. Funny when 2 of the girl there pop out a word "eh, why u like change alot d? got gf liao ah? pak tor izzit?" ... haih.. no eye see.. this time i just talked more to them, and the results is like that, ahha.. maybe i'm changing myself? trying to pretend i'm living so far so good, till they caught me wrong idea.. haha.. alot money gone again in that place..

u see.. so late still havent sleep.. oh ya, guitar.. never practise, and? yeng lor this time.. why ah? why suddenly whole month i din do anything bout guitar ah? my progress was delayed so long! still not in the mood of letting music to cheer up my life.. maybe musics nowdays seems like singing out my feeling more than letting me enjoy something came from it. At last, teacher gav me a "waikit concert" on nex thursday, time 8:30pm in bing's house.. aiks.. memang suinya.. this time better practise harder.. though i dun like those tougeh~ its easy to read it when u're in piano, just move ur hand to another side or so on, in guitar, u have to memorize stupid particular space for that notes.. nvm..

Tomolo, ya, got something do, surely msg michelle, hopefully got a last chance to meet up lah. After that, she'll be flying back to Aus lor. according to her "mou yun fen" .. haha! mou yun fen then wunt be sitting nex to me in form 2 lah! aiyo, somemore ah, the one ah, who knows how to kena ppl alot one ah~ class for tomolo, 8-10am, yay~ fast end fast end.. then send items to ABB, then? go wet! cant wait liao, i must go out! learn from bing, go "fang dian".. err.. no comment

thought will be writing a short one, end up quite alot of rubbish. Off i go.. continue wandering, till sleepy gua.. till the day tired of everything gua..

1:22am

11:46pm Tues Jan 10, 2006 - will sleep soon, just after these few words

 There's star.... just too high in the sky...  yupz, i saw the starrie sky just now, look at it, calm and warm rite? but they're none of my fren wor, no one knows me

Bak kut teh plan's finally done~ Morning 9am, woke up, and go msg everyone, plan here and there.. last minute.. lol~ finally planned that, anna pick lwl and abby, bing drive, and pick beh, harn, tj and me. so 8 of us off to klang. mmm.. u know what? The restorant we ate, is the one my family always went from standard 3 till now! haha.. its famous anyway.. ordered, and eat.. lazy to talk much bout it.. errr. then went to JHwa's house later.. parade, his house, big enuff, his room can fit whole gang for trip, nex trip will be in his house no doubt. Sudden plan later, that we'll havnig basketball area near my house. tired.. long time din exercise lah.. and.. few of them had dinner in my home~ haha..

oi.. short ler my post.. lol~ ... just something to let me remember this day.. nex time when i read it..

I'm tired .. has been many days like this.. sleep lor~ listening, sleep now

11:53pm

1:11am Mon Jan 09, 2006 - will go bed soon, dun worry!

I think i'm in the mode of hide n seek.. someone is hiding, and someone is seeking, hiding one is suffering, and seeking one is torturing..  when only can this game ended with an everyone's-dream-ending ? Story writer for disney, plz come help me abit, erase my life path, and build me another silver bridge, not a gold one, i dun need alot, just, let my life easier, and let me, hav a good one..

read Harn's blog yesterday, yeng.. so s..e xy, zhat everyone there~ haha.. the previous one more yeng.. more sexy coz he said he not zhudong enuff.. anyway.. maybe its something good for u also, dun be too zhudong sometimes.. orelse, not appreciated. Act in ur ownways lah~ back.. did i mention something bout cameron? .. mm.. really forgetful.. the previous post i duno wrote what d..  alrite, checked.. ntg bout cameron.. mm, its quite fun, i thought again, another boring trip.. but i enjoy it alot, apart from the missing part.. straight 1:30pm, start journey, slept in car whole day, till using the new road to reach Brinchang, from there onwards i woke up, and cant sleep liao.. family journey, another feeling, but its just like less something.. haha.. cold, nice whether, just like the old one, i miss one, the fresh air, comfortnya.. seeking for it long time ago! put them back to the usual budget hotel, Kowloon hotel, ahha, the name so.. weird.. but its clean and big enuff for us. Then off we rush to work, i mean father and me only.. that 3 ladies, haha! duno wet where liao lor.. 5pm, work work work, till 8pm.. really abit mad on working once it started, just wanted everything to be done, so that can have more time to be with the love one. Work gone smooth enuff, no need genset here or there, just have to find ladder, climb abit, find source of electric, plug abit.. not bad.. 1st day done work around 70% , haha, suddenly like no more pressure. Nite time ate in the same restorant opposite hotel last trip here, mm, got lui kap wor, haha, if bing there, his look will be..  .~~

1st day just like that, nex day, mmm.. again, stupid bus enjin, plus diesel, early early 8:30am woke all of us up, repeating the same thing last trip! 1st of Oct if not mistaken! Back again, those shops opposite, ate abit, drink abit, work again.. ladies? wet again. Not long from 10am till 1pm, finished, get them up, drink a cup of teh.. errr. its tasted not as good as last trip, abit.. not hot, not fresh enuff.. aiks.. back to base again, for signing, then ? hooh~ out time to wet lor~!! again, i thought will be boring one, who knows i shop shop till so happy, whole day raining, caught in rain alot, but i got one joker family, baoxiao tilll. haih... lots of plants and flowers, if ic an, i sure buy all! anyone wanna buy rose for their love one? i'll be going again during last few days of CNY break, come come order, haha~! mmm, oh ya! this week also got, but not me, parents only, they'll be going, so come, gimme a call or what for ur roses, and neh~ that one ah, the girl there, i later kena u, then cham~

nite time, reached lawan kuda, dinner there, and half-watching the Astro series star, mmm.. foods not bad, price ok.. its the place parents often go.. but i seldom join family trip.. if not mistaken, its the 4th time for them to eat there, and i'm the 1st time.. haha.. rushed home, online, sleep... today the nex job in somewhere near Nilai, 10am till  3pm back home.. no sleep, cant sleep either, cant wait for bkt day, lwl say free join us wor~ haha! nervous to ask her, later she say "No Thx" ... so emotionless, like piss of like that, that ah leong! haih.. no eye see.. but this time very good, haha! anna joining if can, abby follow anna lor i guess, beh bing harn me,,, mostly go, hopefully not a ffk one again.. but i'll be going no matter how!

Tomolo, class 8am! go go sleep! haha.. 10-12 free, beh asked me go scout for girls.. aiks.. i know he free, will be bringing his sis for orientation day in taylors.. why not inti?! haih..

sleep lah~

1:40am

10:42am Fri Jan 06, 2006- back from school, packing? lol

Its friday! hhoho...been long din update blog? mm, not long also lah, just a few days only, quite many thinking the past, till no time to write down...

Back from college, 8-10! hahaa.. so fun, i like my time table, and now all the Bio is arranged either early in morning, or the last subject, means never affect my time table! i dun have to waste my time to wait for classes that continue after Bio~ mmm.. oh ya, quite happy, with my schorlarship which havent voided! haha.. my 5D number is, CBCCC, and i thought it will be no more, and i think i'll be paynig by myself for that, afterall, this sem if good enuff, can take back the money one.. so, with a negatively thinking, which usually i have to keep myself alive, go receive the enrolment paper, and i saw the cop! haha! 100%tuition fees waiver~ yoyo~

The past few days, gone abit cray, 1st day too moody, went out, dragged bing and jonghwa, went summit, watch Venom, ahha! the story lame, but the movie, quite ok, coz scary, haha! like to watch this kind of movie with girls ler! haha.. and i saw jonghwa jump up from his chair when the zombie appeared nex to the car's window, ahha! mm, then slowly slowly, back to college days, study, sien, 2 hours per subject, so bored! everyone seems like still in holiday mood, CNY mood? haha.. canteen come alive again, but things abit expensive than my 1st sem, haha! once ate bak kut teh there, err, quite little only, i mean meat, haha.. but the price of RM1.80 for that bowl of bkt, is like that one lor.. talking bout bkt, Nex Tues, Haji holiday, then i've planned to go klang eat bkt! JH said belanja man! hoho~ who wan join one? Btw, he owe harn 10 kimgary.. kesian.. And finally Fri reached, means now lor.. will fully packed later, and load stuffs into car.. and off i go cameron, working.. not play play.. tomolo nite time, duno when.. midnite? i think so, will rushed back and the nex day of it, another job.. I slowly bcome iron man liao.. haha! Got once father's fren ask me how old, and guessed that i'm 25@! haha.. am i that mature looking ah? If really dun wan study liao, continue my father's business plus work, not bad eh, it guarentee a comfortable life for nex time, not to say rich lah, i mean normal.. hehe.. so packing, and i will bring my jacket, dun worry! 

Aiks.. few days of work.. and surely feel bored there.. dun think alot! haha.. cant wait bkt d, tues, fast come! Off....

aiks.. how blurr i am.. now only realise its 2006.. new page then.. haha! ah blurr.....

11:10am